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“A festive graduation party in Los Angeles spun into a nightmare for students at the University of Southern California over the weekend when a noise complaint was ultimately met with the force of more than 75 police officers who arrested six students.

For the students at the university, the incident has become a case study in police overreaction to complaints against African-American residents as well as how race can be a determining factor in how laws are enforced and how people are treated.” (via BET) 

A good friend of mine, Nate Howard, was among nine students that were handcuffed this past Friday, May 3rd. What was meant to be a graduation celebration hosted by Nate himself (formally REGISTERED with USC’s Department of Public Safety), resulted in yet another blatant widespread act of racial-profiling by the LAPD. Responding to a supposed “noise complaint”, 79 LAPD Officers showed up in riot gear, equipped with taser guns and batons, using overwhelmingly excessive force against STUDENTS to shut down the party. While the majority of the party-goers in attendance that night were Black and Latino, another party (of the same size and ‘volume-level’) being held across the street at the exact same time, which consisted of predominately-white students, was NOT confronted or shut-down by the LAPD. 

The LAPD is claiming that the student party-attendants reacted violently and were supposedly throwing objects at the officers that were responding to the “complaint”. According to nearly ALL witnesses (including the party-attendees from across the street), absolutely NO such violent resistance had occurred. 

When I first heard the news, I was not shocked or surprised at all. The LAPD has never really “changed” since Rodney King and ‘92 riots, they’ve just gotten better at disguising their blatant racist demeanor. To say that racism is no longer an existing “issue” is extremely ignorant and naïve. Not to mention, the fact that some of my close friends (including my best friend, Frances Wang) were personally victimized in such a discriminatory manner makes me sick to my stomach. 

But the LAPD messed with the WRONG group of students. With the help of social media and local LA news exposure, we’ve got ourselves a case. I couldn’t be more proud of my friends for leading this movement for social CHANGE. Stay tuned.

I am reblogging this on all four of my blogs! Spreading this like an eagle! Sorry if you see this on your dash multiple times! Tired of this shit! 

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Starving

I look disgustingly thin

It’s as if every thought I gave to you I packed all of my heavy in.

I can’t even bare the image staring back at me,

some stranger’s emaciated grin.

A face gaunt yet filled with so much sorrow

if not me….who then? 

My hungry heart devours chocolate coated lies until they ooze from every pore

I keep swallowing my weight in promises made by you

until I vomit promises up on my kitchen floor.

You call— and I gluttonously stuff myself

desperately slopping up regurgitated words 

as if they tasted much better than before. 

I am 

Protruding from every article I own

I watch as my clothes barely hang from sharp bones

you feed me but leave me empty and alone. 

Conversation

He said–I believe I left room for growth–correction you left room for hurt

Pain creeps through fresh wounds like maggots crawl through rancid meat

Love birds–I can see them plug their noses

but let me tell you this love doesn’t always smell like roses.

I backstroke in my cesspool of sludge and bitter heart beats 

No call in 5 months? Perhaps this grudge is holding me

He said–You love to speak hypothetically–in actuality “If we were, we would be”

I pluck a maggot from the middle of my decaying heart;

this thing is so perforated some could call it art.

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lisforlife:

oh foolish bird

lisforlife:

oh foolish bird

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I knew when I said
I love you
that I was inventing a new alphabet
for a city where no one could read
that I was saying my poems
in an empty theater
and pouring my wine
for those who could not
taste it.
Nizar Qabbani, Poems from Nizar Qabbani(1957)

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#6

I hid my love for you

Silently wedged  in the soft space

between right and wrong

An orphaned emotion

coddled only by the thought of you. 

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Each that we lose takes part of us;
A crescent still abides,
Which like the moon, some turbid night,
Is summoned by the tides.
Emily Dickinson, Time and Eternity: “XCVII” (via litverve)

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We are like sculptors, constantly carving out of others the image we long for, need, love or desire, often against reality, against their benefit, and always, in the end, a disappointment, because it does not fit them.
 Anaïs Nin (via aufwaerts)

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Let go or be dragged.
Zen proverb. (via heytheredalayla)

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aseaofquotes:

Christopher Golden, The Ferryman

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Christopher Golden, The Ferryman

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Two weeks to go…I AM EXCITED and READY for the CHALLENGE!

Two weeks to go…I AM EXCITED and READY for the CHALLENGE!

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