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I Once Dated A Writer


ofheightsandhollows
:

Writers are forgetful,
but they remember everything.
They forget appointments and anniversaries,
but remember what you wore,
how you smelled,
on your first date…
They remember every story you’ve ever told them -
like ever,
but forget what you’ve just said.
They don’t remember to water the plants
or take out the trash,
but they don’t forget how
to make you laugh.

Writers are forgetful
because
they’re busy
remembering
the important things.

(via coolwhip)

Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
Buddha (via quote-book)
Source : quote-book
I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness. In reality those who satisfy me are those who simply allow me to live with my ‘idea of them.’
Anaïs Nin via journalofanobody)

(via apoetreflects)

Source : journalofanobody
I crawled back into myself all alone, just delighted to observe that I was even more miserable than before, because I had brought a new kind of distress and something that resembled true feeling into my solitude.”
― Louis-Ferdinand Céline, Journey to the End of the Night
Source : journalofanobody
apoetreflects:

Song of the Wrong Response 
The poem is bare-chested, black and shadowboxing beneath a streetlight. In the rest of the city it is dark. You’re out walking your dog.  Nervously, you circle the poem.  It turns toward you and speaks of a disease of the heart, perhaps anger.  You can’t make out the words. Never have you seen a face so ugly.  Then it steps toward you and swings.  You jump. Still, it strikes you once above the heart. On the sidewalk your dog is asleep.  The poem returns to shadowboxing.  You are that exciting. Once home, you phone the proper authorities. Then I arrive and you describe the attack. All next day you look at mug shots before finding the right picture; a young man with some flowers. This, I say, is a poem about love and the difficulties of friendship.  It is about reaching out in dark places.  The poem touched you above the heart and you fled. What happened in fact, you have forgotten. What happened in memory will repeat istelf and each time you will act falsely and be afraid.
—Stephen Dobyns, from Velocities: New and Selected Poems 1966-1992 (Penguin Books, 1994)

apoetreflects:

Song of the Wrong Response 

The poem is bare-chested, black and
shadowboxing beneath a streetlight.
In the rest of the city it is dark.
You’re out walking your dog.  Nervously,
you circle the poem.  It turns toward you
and speaks of a disease of the heart,
perhaps anger.  You can’t make out the words.
Never have you seen a face so ugly.  Then
it steps toward you and swings.  You jump.
Still, it strikes you once above the heart.
On the sidewalk your dog is asleep.  The poem
returns to shadowboxing.  You are that exciting.
Once home, you phone the proper authorities.
Then I arrive and you describe the attack.
All next day you look at mug shots before finding
the right picture; a young man with some flowers.
This, I say, is a poem about love and
the difficulties of friendship.  It is about
reaching out in dark places.  The poem
touched you above the heart and you fled.
What happened in fact, you have forgotten.
What happened in memory will repeat istelf and
each time you will act falsely and be afraid.

—Stephen Dobyns, from Velocities: New and Selected Poems 1966-1992 (Penguin Books, 1994)

Source : apoetreflects

(via quotebites)

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deadpaint:

Ernst Ludwig Kirchner, The Drinker (Self-Portrait)

deadpaint:

Ernst Ludwig Kirchner, The Drinker (Self-Portrait)

Source : deadpaint

apoetreflects:

Accept what comes from silence.
Make the best you can of it.
Of the little words that come
out of the silence, like prayers
prayed back to the one who prays,
make a poem that does not disturb
the silence from which it came.

—Wendell Berry, last strophe to “How to be a Poet (to remind myself)” from New Collected Poems (Counter Point Press, 2012)

Source : apoetreflects
Source : succinctlyso

COLLIDE 

I’ll fascinate you for awhile
My hands in wait to please, so well 
When I wake to realize, all I’d done
I’ll be breaking strings 
And all you’re gonna feel 
Is undone 

I will not stay if you ask me to stay
Do not ask me to stay because I will not stay

Why do we always collide
Stuck on two different sides 

No resignation, don’t simplify
Its not always about
Your love 
What I wake up to find
All I’ve done is unkind 
All you’re gonna feel is untied
Untied

Why do we always collide
Stuck on two different sides 
Why do we always collide 
Stuck on two different sides 
Why do we always collide 
Stuck on two different sides 
Why do we all 
Why do we all

–Rachael Yamagata


If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light. If I lose paper and ink, I will write in blood on forgotten walls. I will write always. I will capture nights all over the world and bring them to you.
Henry Rollins 

(via apoetreflects)

Walls

mikefrawley:

God please tell me
tell me why
you built these walls
so terribly high

Dear little child
as I recall
it was you alone
that built them all

But I was frightened
I made them small
and now they’ve grown
exceedingly tall

Have some faith
I’ll take your fear
then we’ll watch
them disappear

(via huong1952)

Source : mikefrawley
We must leave evidence. Evidence that we were here, that we existed, that we survived and loved and ached. Evidence of the wholeness we never felt and the immense sense of fullness we gave to each other. Evidence of who we were, who we thought we were, who we never should have been. Evidence for each other that there are other ways to live—past survival; past isolation.
Source : awritersruminations
Source : inspirinquotes
theantidote:

The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others (Gandhi) (by Stéphane Barbery)

theantidote:

The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others (Gandhi) (by Stéphane Barbery)

(via huong1952)

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